As I get older, I have to come to terms with the fact that where I am at this moment, and where I may have hoped to be when I was younger, ended up being two different places. This can feel like I’m grieving for idealized versions of myself and people closest to me, and I see myself moving through a similar process as I reconcile with this. To navigate through the stages of this loss, I introduced my more vsubconscious influences by writing out letters to my past self. Then, by picking those letters apart to reconstruct them into poems to instruct their sculptural counterparts, I allow the psychology to inform the medium. Interpreting my own encounters with these themes into something tangible, where the material and imagery have as much of a metaphorical importance as the lines of each poem, felt like a full body experience. The life-scale of each piece forces us to come face-to-face with such heavy topics, the vacant faces leaving space for us to see ourselves in each gesture. The varied textures and colors in my practice work together to invoke particular reactions from seeing how the materials interact. The feelings that come with growing up and coming to terms with who we are as being so different from what we may have wanted can be difficult to articulate, but the visual realm of art opens up opportunities for the work to speak to this. Understanding the ‘why’ behind the ‘how’ of our sense of ‘who’ is just the cusp of what art can offer in healing and processing these complex issues.
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